So there has been quite a lot of time in between updates on here. And there has been reasons for this. Instead of writing some big essay about it, I will just write briefly about it all.

1. My sister has been very sick. Migranes, swallen glands, a mass in her neck, two discs out of place, miscarriage (yea i lost my chance to have a neice) and tumours in her reproductive system.

2. At one stage my grandmother on my fathers side had three granddaughters aged between 22-24. One being her step granddaughter(their youngest sons step daughter) who they don’t see anymore and my other cousin who is three months older then me who is their oldest sons daughter, who he has never met or anything because he walked out on her mother before she was born and has nothing to do with the family because we see his disowned daughter. Anyways, when she was 11, she was diagnosed with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. Then just after her wedding a year and a half ago she was diagnosed with cancer. advanced cancer, nothing could be done for her, but they tried everything they could. anyways her father decided to meet her, only because she was dieing, and she finally got to meet her father, which gave her the motivation to live a little longer. She passed away a month ago.

3. Pop has been in hospital, a simple operation turned into something major. but he is ok now, however we had to stay with nan while pop was away. I never knew that everytime someone with dementia is anesthised or however you spell it, it actually makes their dementia worse. So pop is now worse then what he is, however he is like that when he is sick from an infection or virus, but he is getting back to his normal self. Nan has to shut the blinds at 5pm as it gets dark because it also sets him off. This time, i bought him a little monkey instead of a puppy dog soft toy. They also like soft toys apparently. he thought it was his baby, hehe. up until the time he punched it in the head. We played go fish with him while he was in hospital, he no longer remembers the names of cards, such as jack queen king. and he gets confused with 6 and 9. However he gets better every day with it.

So this is why I have not really updated. Because I havent had the time.