Unleash

blue eyes golden hair, if looks could kill I would be there…
dieing for the unbeknown not knowing what to fear
not knowing what to hold
waiting for you to say
should I be there
unleashing the power
unleashing the cares
unleashing the urges that are there

Hugging, caressing
waiting for the day
talking, laughing
waiting it’ss only fair

so tell me when
I can come forward
tell me when
I don’t have to wait no more

its only fair.
It’s only fair.

Take Me

Take my pain
But not my soul
Let me live another day
Let me have my daily say
Feed me food
But not hunger
Give me love
But not pain like thunder
Let me drink
Instead of bleeding me dry
Let me feel
And not wither
Give me shelter
And not avoidance
Give me hugs
But not resistance
Give me life
But not sorrow
Give me pleasure
But not heartbreak
Give me You
But not your hate
Give me acceptance

So Many

So many to love
so many to hate
so many just wanting to create
so many wanting to push you away

so many times in my life
so many times not enough light
so many times wanting to walk away
so many times being dragged back to stay

so many times i say it
so many time i take it back
so many times you dont hear
so many times i regret

OhWhy

All thee love I show they
O why O why wont you come to I?
I push thy knife in my heart
O why O why my love wont part
You pull it out with all your might
O why O why can’t I hold you tonight
Without you running out of sight
O why O why do you string me along?
Is it cos you want my love so strong?
O why O why did you have to stop me
I could’ve been set free
O why O why did you say no?
Is it cos you want life so?
End like this?

Not Going to Wait

im not going to wait
just watch as i walk away
i gave you a chance
to be like the weather
and blow me off my feet
You didnt take it
instead you screwed me around
You were and still are illiterate
about the fact that i am here
and how i feel
Somedays its like i dont know you at all

Your not my star or my angel
Your nothing to me anymore
You make my life seem like a car with no petrol
Sitting in the garage not going anywhere
You dont see it
You dont try and make me move
You think everything is fine and cool
You make me feel like such a fool
If only you knew
And if you would open your eyes and see
You would figure it out
We were meant to be

Killing Me

As I feel a tear run down my cheek
I know it because of you
I tell you its true
As I suck you in
You warm me up
Actually sending me into a crazy spin
And I breathe you out
You linger in the crisp cold air
Waiting for movement
To tell you to get along
And towards the end of the time we spend
You get shorter and shorter
Until your gone
I push you into the ground
Not caring if you feel it
And then I throw you away
Without another thought
But its ok you say
Cos you know I’ll be back
In a few hours, with another one of your mates
And no matter how hard I try
I cant get rid of your type
I’m always around them
Night and day.

I can see

I believe I can see your tears
as they splash down on your heart
I believe I can see your smile
as you walk on cloud nine
I believe I can see your pain
as you walk from me, full of frustration
I believe I can see your happiness
as you say goodbye
I believe I can see your pain
as I take you off that cloud

Hidden Behind it

hidden behind it
so far away
not knowing when to get rid of it
this mask is liftin my skin off

wishing and hopeing for a hand
never knowing nor able to understand
deep below it all
is a sore and mellow heart

wanting to get out and explore
instead it locked
behind this friggin door
So give me the key
dont lock it anymore

Have you ever

Have you ever been so close that you can reach out and touch it?
Only to discover you didn’t know what it was?
Have you ever been so lost you don’t know what life is
only to realize its nothing at all?
Have you ever sat, and had a friend laugh in your face?
Have you ever felt so lonely that you wanted to die?
Heard friend brag about nothing?
Only to realize its still more then you have?
Have you ever had a friend tell you your selfish?
Heard then say it to you, moments after you listened to them laugh and sing?
Have you ever heard a friend talk about love?
About friends, about rape?
Heard them talk about a hurt that goes so deep it goes past hate?
Have you ever been somewhere so faraway?
So far away it felt like next door?
Have you ever wanted to be someone else?
To be so much more?
Have you ever wanted half these things?
To be someone different?
To be someone special
To be someone you already are?

Fair is there

So as we hold hands
and walk through that door
theres no going back now
all is done

As we take a step closer
and realise what we got
no goin back now
all is done

As you pull closer and closer
knowin what we got is gunna get us there
closer to what we are looking for and what we want
and it all works out fair

And as you breathe
and i let out a smirk
we know its there
cos fair is fair

Emotions

Emotions come and go
Words always stay
Love, hate, sadness
Confuse us all
Until those words come along and put us in our place
Head fucks, trailing along,
May make us happy till we crack
And then hate walks in the door
And our emotions fall to the floor
Some people know what words are right
Some people know which ones are wrong
Some people just fuck it up and drag you into some sort of world
A world where they don’t care about love hate and sadness.

Life Isn’t Fair

You said it would be OK
But school to me, it’s just too grey
You know my problems far from worse
Right now I wish I was in my hearse

I feel like no one likes me anymore
So deep down I feel very sore
But now I’m really full of fright
Because you said it would be alright
I wish right now I could die
So hopefully I can say goodbye

I know i might or might not be missed
But I hope like gets a bit better then this
You see I act like I do cause I feel scared
Because I know my friends don’t care
And to know that your best friends don’t care
It makes you feel that life isn’t fair.